57 我不要？

可以当没事发生吗？ 我突然感觉。。很空虚。。很不舒服！ 我很不想要这种感觉！ 我究竟是什么事？头好晕！ 冷静下 = =

56~

其实我想了很久了但是我怕你会乱乱想做傻事，12/06/10昨天我是想找回男女朋友的那种感觉，我试着去抱你但是对你的感觉只是哥哥跟妹妹的感觉。 然后我试着去亲你，我好像感觉不到东西。我是 gay 的吗？ 我竟然对你没有男女朋友的感觉。我是喜欢你，但是我跟你真实生活里没什么话题聊。只有在电话有东西聊。到底是什么原因？你被人欺负，我有那种心痛的感觉。 可能我给到你安全感，但是你给不到我那种感觉。12/06/10, 还记得那一天吗？看了你的最后的 message 我的心竟然好像被刀插进去了。我可能只是喜欢电话，msn 里的你，而不是真实的你。其实我想了很久才打算告诉你，因为我怕你又去做那些傻事。我真的不希望你有事。

我最多只是可以做你的最好的知己，又或者像你跟你妈妈说的干哥。
说真的你真的不用去改任何东西因为你怎样改都不是我要的那种女生。因为现实世界，我们根本没有话题。就很像那天，我骂你是当你是我的妹妹或者是我的女儿那样骂你。因为我是不可能骂我的女朋友。原因很简单，因为我没有把你当成是我的女朋友。
因为你还活在那种单纯的世界，而我就已经在社会所需要面对的问题。我还可以帮你，但是你根本帮不到我。如果有机会多几年才在看下怎样。我永远都有你这个朋友，有什么事都可以跟我说，不用害羞。就我还是我，你还是你。不用害怕了我。 如果你找我的话，我一定会睬你的放心。

55> You LET DOG FUCK!!

Hey teacher. Today I'm asking how about those students haven't finish their practical? I'm not to blame teacher for anything. the reason i go back early is because that time is still group 3 and 4 doing practical . I already done the Tyre Changing and Tyre balancing so what for I stay there and do nothing? like teacher said group by group . I just follow what teacher said and teacher didn't mention that we mind stay till 6 and 7 to finish it. there's not enough time to finish it because Friday is holiday and Thursday is already Theory Exam. We need extra 1 more day only can finish the whole practical because some people is fast and some is slow. hope teacher will understand what I've mentioned and I'm not mean to fight with teacher.

54 Esther Esther~

You want SOMEONE to be with you , but then you don't know who is that someone or whether that someone is a friend of yours
so yeah
but then , you want that girl to be your someone , but its just that , she is not and you don't know where to classify her that's why its complicated !

53← ASAMMUALAIKUM!

010 2905205, 017 6679661 在下月問,佛山问月派.得空打给我，我帮你问月！你可以帮我跟他说，：‘我没有不理你，是你自己不要理我而已。我跟他说好像对牛弹琴。
他喜欢就打电话给我
喜欢就不理我
很闷的时候，才会想起打电话给我
让我觉得
我好像是
很多余的
可是，他打电话来
是叫我找话题
自己就静静的

52← GOSH!.

那每次你说我，我也会开心吗？本来我不想说。可是我觉得你应该知道。我知道为什么佩欣说你不在乎人家，只在乎你自己。因为你说别人可以，别人说你就不可以。你没想过你说的话会伤害别人。我跟你说这些，不是要跟你吵架。我只想说你的为人。如果你不喜欢听，就不要听
你的开玩笑,不是那种开玩笑, 人家开玩笑是弄到人笑
你的开玩笑是弄到人伤心.

51← Complete Outing.

thanks guys for accompanied for my boring weekend. seriously thanks once again. YMK and JJ thanks for willing come out with me. long time no see! HAHA! sorry YMK for yesterday send you lately till u punished by ur dad = = paiseh.

yesterday just went for decorate my car and shopping at KL area. sorry for those friends. i didn't know you people work at there so i can't find you guys for a break.
I just only bought 2 short pants @.@ thanks JJ lead me the way for searching those shirt,pants. I didn't really step into those shop @.@ thought only for gals one.

today leg's bengkak already =( there's some photo take a look xD